[REQUEST] Jirenma lyrics translation

This was done as a request, using J-Lyrics.Net as a base. I do not own the song or these lyrics.

Jirenma = dilemma

-- Even though we broke up, I"m still thinking of you. Wishing for your happiness with someone else
I'm fine. I'll secretly love you for eternity. --

"Well, the truth is I won't really."

It seems kind of wierd. how should I deal with this dilemma?
I want to forget you... These days without the unforgettable you are floating by

When I hate (you) once and for all... (it's easy enough, but...) I KNOW I CAN'T DO [IT]

("breaking up" "drank*") My regrets are now going UP AND DOWN (NO NO NO)

TAKE BACK that moment!
Pretending I won't be unreasonable anymore
There's a slight possibility so I'll try to take a bet on it. I WANT YOU BACK.
... but i can't do it
Fact is, these are just dissolving into tears.

I said this kind of character was no good, that you're not even supposed to be gone.

"theories and motives... fake masks and the true selves... what the heck do i do?"

-- I'll be here and I won't change. Even if you perhaps love someone else
there's a place just for you. It's here forever, in my chest. --

(OH MAN! ... I DID IT AGAIN!)



You often wanted us to think about this rusted innocence
These beautiful things are being sorted out... DO YOU KNOW this contradicting me?

Tomorrow... (The way you are) maybe you'll start to cry (for me) [but] I KNOW YOU WON'T
a firm delusion (similar to pride) is [going] IN AND OUT (NO NO NO)

The past is the "past", so DONT LOOK BACK
One day I'll be able to love again
Now I'll do my best for [things] such as my dreams. Improving the future/tomorrow me.
But I can't do it like that.
Such extreme thoughts. And meanwhile I'm just swaying back and forth.
DON'T WANT YOU BACK <---> I WANT YOU BACK

When I hate (you) once and for all... (it's easy enough, but...) I KNOW I CAN'T DO [IT]

("breaking up" "drank") My regrets are now going UP AND DOWN (NO NO NO)

TAKE BACK that moment!

Pretending I won't be unreasonable anymore

There's a slight possibility so I'll try to take a bet on it. I WANT YOU BACK.

... but i can't do it

Fact is, these are just dissolving into tears.

The past is the "past", so DONT LOOK BACK

One day I'll be able to love again

Now I'll do my best for [things] such as my dreams. Improving the future/tomorrow me. 

But I can't do it like that. 

Such extreme thoughts. And meanwhile I'm just swaying back and forth. 

DON'T WANT YOU BACK <---> I WANT YOU BACK (I WANT YOU BACK)

*i'm sorry, i have no better translation for this word. if i find a more suited term, I will correct it.